I cant help but be annoyed with life at times. You can put your best foot forward most of the time and trust me it works however, you do at times need to be a realist.
Unfortunately there are people in your life that will just take and take. There really isnt much that comes back. Whats funny is that I dont expect much from anyone. So, I guess its that much more irritating. You know what? I really dont care about your problems. Did you create them? Do you critisize people for their lifestyle only to lead the same one? Hmmm. Funny.
I get kicked around alot by people I have in my life. Which is my own fault. I always make sure that I can walk away from people or things feeling very confident that I have been a good person and given my best. Hey, dont get me wrong im not the least bit sad or upset. Not a single tear has been shed. haha. My blog is mearly for me to “talk”,pictures and repost. I love to look back on things. I like to put it all in perspective.
So tomorrow will come and I will open my front door, put a smile on my face and hope to god I can keep it for the day! Which is usually not hard. Just realize that I can do so because I am a great mother, wife, friend and employee. I can hold my head high because I give no reason not to. I am a strong person not because I hold in all my problems, fear and pain but, because I love and let people in and that takes courage.
So if you cant look in the mirror because you are pathetic and cant handle the life you have made and created for yourself……. maybe you should take one good hard look and then SMACK YOUR DAMN HEAD RIGHT INTO THE MIRROR BECAUSE YOU ARE PATHETIC.
Hugs and kisses